Released and SO SAD!

I found out yesterday that our YW presidency is being released this Sunday. I can't believe how sad this has made me. I don't feel like the almost 3 years I've been serving as 1st counselor is long enough. I'm not burned out and not looking forward to being released. I love all the girls so much and even with all of the drama that comes with working with YW I'm going to miss it so much!! When they released me they said something about mixed emotions with being released, but there are no mixed emotions for me I'm just so SAD to be released! I've never in my life been so sad about being released. I just don't know what I'm going to do with myself and now I have to worry about what calling they are going to put me in. All the ones I can think of where there are openings I have NO DESIRE to do! I feel like I'm being a total whiner, but there really isn't ONE calling I can think of that I feel like I could do right now. Oh how I wish this day hadn't come so soon.